Time is going way too fast, I blink and the week has vanished. I know it's not baby brain anymore, but it takes alot of focus to get things done these days, my precious 2 keep me so occupied and distracted.
So I have my corner of the shed set up with Baby for life stuff. It gets unorganised as soon as I have to pull something out for an order. I have no interent connection (the wireless from the house wont go through the tin walls :( so that means back and forth from the house to shed.. I refuse to set up shop inside but its getting harder. Each email I get for an order is a air punch YEAH from me. So happy. Seriously little things make me happy. Even though online isnt what I initally started out to do, it's working for us.
I worried I would be bored at home. To be truthful I was when I first had Memphis. 6 months off at home after working my butt off, I was going bonkers insane. So I returned when m was 6 months. I dont have a chance to get bored. In the few rare occassions when both boys have been asleep at the same time I've either done housework, got on the exercise bike, or if thats done for the day I sit confused as to what i do next. Relaxing is now a hard thing to do. Now though- I often miss breakfast, and simple tasks (like the dishes) take all day to do.
I havent got a routine yet. I really need to get organised, but having a breastfed baby (im feeding on demand) means a schedule is hard to stick to..
It's odd, it's as though i've always been home, and the shop life I had before feels like a lifetime ago.
Jo frost supernanny was on tv last night and if any one you watched it she showed the importance of reading to your children. Weve already read 3 books together- just this morning. Just saying.. I also finally gave Memphis a peek and seek bag (from baby for life of course) he finally has the attention span to play with it. High fives all round as he keeps finding the goodies.
I'm excited, finally I get to take Memphis to the local library for ''storytime'' they're reading the Hungry caterpillar and doing fun craft activites afterwards. Memphis will love it. It's such a big deal for us that we can actually be involved in an event as previously I was always working.And were hoping to start swimming lessons soon also. Wowsers, I'm beginning to feel like a real mum xo
