Big Sook

First full day at preschool tomorrow.
OK so I lost the plot at preschool interview this week & was almost a blubbering mess. After preschool comes big school and that is way too soon for me.. I don't think I struggled this much when I enrolled Memphis in daycare... Well I probably did but that was a lifetime ago.. I am struggling to remove him from daycare. Since I am after all an out of towner (having moved from Ballarat to Lake Boga 6 and a half years ago) I have only my mother in law as family and support here. So the daycare staff have been Memphis's extended family..i don't want to take them out of his life.
They do have a soft spot for him and I know they genuinely care for him... He wouldn't be there otherwise..
He will be attending preschool 3 days a week 9 am till 2pm.. I know he is going to thrive, he will love it.. He will miss his best friend jack from daycare, and I am truly upset about that. I know how hard it can be to connect to people. I don't think age makes one iota of a difference, were still people.

So I'm a tad emotional about that.

Also for those of you who may have read previous blog entries- you may know I suffer from endometriosis. Well it's not been kind to me, and despite pregnancy being a type of fixing for it( I say this as there is no permanent cure) I am still having issues.. So on Tuesday the 5th of February I am going into hospital for a small operation to remove it,.. I'm a sook, and I hate hospitals, and I've had this operation twice before but arghhhhhhhhhhh it sux big time... This is in the lead up to our 2 week family holiday to Queensland.. So yes we will be shut while were away as I am mainly a one woman show for Baby for life.

Ughh.. Being a woman on any given day can be hard, and being a woman with a reproductive pain issue and a mother and a organizer & everything else we do- well it's bloody impossible.. But I am a taurean.. Yep I'm stubborn and determined and somehow things work out..

I know I still haven't posted any pics form Memphis's pirate party,.. I think I kind of missed the boat on that one (NO pun intended) but you've got a blog entry- that's a start right!

Anywho, thanks for your time.. I hope I can manage to get some entries out before I go away, and maybe 1 or 2 while I'm away.. but then you'll all forgive me for enjoying my time off wont you?