The aftermath

I'm in a low spot today. Yesterday was D Day (as in the boys Dinosaur Party) I am in the process of blogging about that awesome day and how it all come about but I'm waiting till I get pictures back from the photographer before I post.

I can just say though that the party clean up was fast and painless. It's as if, nothing happened at all.

I was personally looking forward to the party all year. It wasn't just about the boys, I'm honest enough to admit that. Firstly I love planning- anything really, but especially a party. And secondly it gave me something Big to look forward to. And not to mention a chance to attempt catching up with friends & beginning to build new adult friendships.Right now I'm in that lul, the aftermath of a year long wait and now its all over I just dont know what else I'm gong to do with myself all year (of course being a mummy to two wonderful boys) but I mean something else, something I class as fun & challenging to keep my brain busy.

Both the boys have been wonderful today. As if they've known I needed to be still, and alone with my thoughts: they have played the best together than they have in ages. I think after all yesterdays excitement they were glad for it to just be the two of them. It's given me plenty of time for thinking and contemplation.
I didn't make any New Years resolutions, I believe any day you can start anew. And with this on my mind I am thinking about the coming 12 months and what changes I can and need to make. I get closer and closer to my must do's in life when I have these thinking moments. I don't know when I will take action on them, but it will happen. I just know that my kids will be more of a priority above any and everything else. The price my kids and my family have paid for me to be working so much has finally dawned on me and I dont want that to continue. They are only young once.





I have been so busy, especially the last 2 months, with My son's 2nd birthday, then xmas, New years, and then the final details of this party. I have been a tad absent from the business. Whilst I know thats not cool business wise it has been best for my family. I think I need to switch off more from it in fact in the future.

I did however do a little light reading today on some more SEO tips- particularly on blogging and getting traffic. It went in the too hard basket today, maybe for tomorrow. You could help me but by letting me know you read my blogs, that would certainly help!
I will awake tomorrow, back to my busy Buzzing Bec self, and get stuck into life. These low spots are ok, as long as we rise from them as quickly as we fall and know that everything is going to be alright.